melancholy&anesthetized

hees

2006-11-15T20:53:00.000-08:00

4 more days . Os is coming to an end . time flew really fast . 3 weeks of exam left wib 4 more days only . 2 more paper . both mcq . hope it would be a easy one . ytd had my poa paper2 . OMG . is so difficult . hard to pass siaa . kinda worry now . actually had confident wib poa de . but e paper is so tedious . worrying for my result . jus work hard for another 4 more days . hees . 6 more days to prom :) LOL !

;)

2006-11-01T20:13:00.000-08:00

started Os ytd le . had my bio paper and art paper2 . hopefully can pass . study veri hard for e pass few days le . but still kinda worry . section B difficult . after my bio paper . had my art paper2 at 2pm . finished my final piece abt 2hrs . after my art paper end . i threw everything in e dustbin . haha . i`m not going to draw again . yeah !! haha .
quite a tiring day . cos ytd night slept for abt 3 hrs onli. but reached home . i start to feel awake . watch tv . l0ls . feel like as if my Os end le . haha . cos everything art paper is e last paper . but now art paper is e first paper .
later at 1pm gonna hab my poa tuition . i`m dead . i nv do all his hw . nvm . poa paper is 2 weeks later . haha . 7pm got math tuition until 9 . arggh . tiredd . l0ls .
tml my parents are coming back . haha . i miss dem damn lots . 1 week no see dem le . hees . okay . gonna prepare for my tuition le :)

2006-10-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

argggh ! is there anyone who can motivate me to study ?
i`m gonna be dead .
i cant concentrate to study . whenever i start studying i feel like slping . i had slept for many hrs a day . wanted to do some math today . but end up watching tv . went for science tuition today . and tat's all . i din study at all when i got back home . how am i going to pass my Os ? i`m so worried . i want to study . but i love tv . first of nov i`m going to hand in my art paper2 but i've done NOTHING !! i dont wanna take my Os next year . help me !!!

pain&tears

2006-10-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

my nails are stain wib red dye while doing my batik .

my pain and tears

sent off my pain and tears today . finally i handed up and art piece . sadd and happie . haha . reach skool at 8 . brought my art piece to e art room . and went for eng remedial . at 10am when my eng lesson finished . went straight away to e art room . continue to touch up my pain and tears . and so worried that i cant finish . chiong all e way non-stop. when taking out e wax from my art piece everyone was alr wrapping up their board . i`m so worried . i haven even written my summary . after finishing taking out e wax from my art piece . immediately write my summary out . keep writing e wrong words making me so pek chek . tears coming out from my eyes . but i tried to stop it . many ppl helped me to wrap up my board . really thank you. my teacher helped me alot too . she helped me to frame up my work piece . finally everything was done . we brought all our work piece outside e general office to let e principal to take a look . after tat we went to hand up our work piece . on e way in e bus . i felt so relieve . i finally finish my art . so many months of hard work i finally complete it . cried so many time and felt like giving up so many times . but still persevere and finish it up . i love my art piece. i love my pain and tears .

argggh !

2006-10-11T19:27:00.000-07:00

i`m going to be dead . argggh ! 20 more days to my Os and i`m still slacking . onli tuition is not enough . i do no revision at all . spending all my time doing art . is such a waste of time . dont even noe whether i can pass my art not . really feel like dropping . but its going to end soon . next monday is e deadline of submission but tis sat i had to finsh up . argggh ! bcos of art . i`m late for skool most of e time . everyday doing art til 3 to 4 am. i hate art !!
for e next 2 weeks i better force myself to study hard . before prelim i was studying hard . but after prelim i dont noe why i dont hab e mood to study . i`m worry . realli worry . my science tuition had increase by one more lesson . one week 3 times . i dont care whether my tuitor wants to increase how many lessons . i must pass my science !
ytd recieved back my model essay from mrs yong . thks lots . i had waited for e past 2 weeks. haha . but i`m afraid i cant adapt my essay into e O lvl topic . i better write one more model essay . but mrs yong does not want to edit anymore :(
today din go to skool . cos skool end at 1045 . and none of my frens went to skool . heard from val . my class onli hab 16 ppl . more den half of my classmate din turn up . i`m going back to skool again after updating my blog . art AGAIN !! i bet i dont hab to slp tonight again . thks to art . argggh !!

boredd

2006-09-29T20:21:00.000-07:00

bored ! changed my blog skin . kinda weird . will be changing again once i`m free . but think it will be after my o . hees . o lvl is getting nearer . kinda worry . everyday having asp and nsp . dont even hab time to do my hw . my dark eye rings are getting darker :( i`m afraid i could not finish my art . loads of hw for tis weekend . and lots of tuition . arggh ! nvm . jus work hard for another 2 more months i gonna be free . haha ! wont be updating much . mayb a few weeks wont be updating . but my blog is not dead okay . haha . okay . going to eat my breakfast now .

arggh!

2006-09-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

tiredd . jus came back from skool . loads of homework waiting for me . getting another tuition soon . my parents are spending 500 a month on my tuition . LOLS .
i`m sadd . really sadd . i felt like an idiot . every action and every words tat i said was jus showing how crazy i am . i noe i`m crazy but wad can i do . argggh ! forget it . i doubt nobody understand wad i`m toking . haha .
i`m afraid i cant finish my art on time . i`m tired of batik . everyday touching wax . can anyone jus get a new toliet roll . i`m always e one going around begging all e cleaners to spare me toliet roll. and all of you jus use it as if it had dropped from e sky . i dont really mind sharing it wibb you all . but can anyone of you bring a new one after it had finished ? i`m not being selfish . but i really hate to begg for toliet rolls .
i`m going for a nap . hees =) got to do homework after i wake up . tml shall be a long day .

l0ls

2006-09-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

din update my blog for a long time . my blog is not dead ok . haha . is just tat i din hab e time tis few weeks . as i`m having prelim . finally it had ended . hopefully i can score well . but impossible . haha .
went out tis 2 days . ytd was quite a fun day . saw alot of my frens at cp . haha . really alot . and i got to know a new fren . he was really cute . realli realli cute. i was electricuted by him . first time i got electricuted by a guy i just got to know . din notice tat i was electricuted until i went back starbucks and my heartbeat went so fast . haha . he was so cute !
today went town wibb kelly . it was a sadd day today . kana dua by ppl . sadd . went to suntec wanted to find e guy i got to know ytd and weixian but end up wasting time at there . after tat went to cine and meet raymond and his frens . saw berdd and lifang also . at there til 7 plus lyddat den headed to cp . saw nobody there . we were really boredd . so went to bs hse there . but we felt unwelcome. abt 9 plus . went back to cp again . act my dinner and den go back . quite a boring day . luckily i had kelly to accompany me . haha .
really hope to see him again . l0ls .

stress .

2006-07-28T08:13:00.000-07:00

farkk !
i really dunno wad my parents really expect from me . i`m really tired of studying . mr lee last time always tell us . ppl having o lvl veri stress . i dun believe . i tot jus study , wad is tat to stress abt . now i noe le . from monday to friday i hab to study til 9pm. monday maths asp den tuition, tue sci practical den art nsp , wed eng asp den nsp , thurs , art asp and art nsp , friday tuition , sunday homework . lots and lots of homework . onli sat i can rest . but now even sat i cant even rest . nvm . i dun mind studying til 9pm everyday . but wad my parents sae really demotivated me . they sae o lvl coming still always use e phone , watch tv . i din even hab time to slp where to find time watch tv and talk on phone . e most 15 min lyddat . 15 min also cannot ?? and i told dem i nv . they sae last time . my godd . i said is the past le . dey sae last time you go kill ppl den now police come catch you, you can tell e police is e past ? wad is tat gonna do wibb kill ppl . i din even kill ppl . argggh ! must i always study and study non-stop .
i dont care wad other may think . ppl ask me wad i'm doing, i said doing homework . almost everyone sae "dun bluff la . you do homework ". i dun care . they dun believe sua . i dun gib a farkking damn shit . they dun believe hab nth to do wibb me . but even my parents dun believe . they came home at night abt 10pm . how are they going to see me do hw? i`m alr veri tired coming back from skool . wad are they expecting from me ? i cried when i talk to dem , and they sae i cry bcos i cant play anymore not bcos i`m worry abt my studies . wth . if i`m not worried i every night go nsp for wad shit . i can choose not to go . i go bcos i`m worry . i cant concentrate studying at home so i go .
forget it . they wont understand how i feel .
raymond is e onli one understand how i feel . i stress he also stress . i kana dua he also kana dua . we always suay tgt . LOLS . at least i dun feel so sadd . there is someone to accompany me . =)

ppl sae tat breaking up wibb stead bcos of study is a ridiculous excuse . now i noe , having a bf during o lvl is a ridiculous thing to do . [ no offence ]
i`m lucky i`m single . at least i hab a lesser thing to stress abt .

2006-07-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

BORED BORED !

lots and lots of homework . dont feel like doing . hab some weird dreams ytd night . dunno wad am i dreaming abt . haha . onli remember e character . haha . slept til 620 den wake up siaa . took a cab to skool . l0ls . wasted $8 .
reach skool at abt 720 . berdd fangg and kell alr reach le . talk lotsa crap . han liang so poor thing . hab to sit behind and listen to all e conversation tat he feel so funny . haha . today disturb lester . l0ls ! so fun . haha .first 2 periods really boredd siaa . especially chem . bth widayah . she so naggy . argggh ! 1 hr like 2 hrs lyddat . english at library . haha . not bad . not tat bored . haha . early recess . after recess hab maths . quite bored . keep disturbing jairus until he bth . haha . after maths hab humanities and poa . ytd went to art exhibition so din go for chem and bio practical . so today after skool hab to go . boring boring !! until 530 . went to mit berdd and li fang wibb lana . went to cp . help my sister buy birthday present . den went to eat . abt 7 plus lyddat took mrt home . on e way walkingg home boh liao go cal lester . actually wanted to disiao him . but in e end wake him up . so bad siaa . but he veri go0dd . i tell him i walking home den he pei me talk until i reach home . haha . reach home jiu jitao on com le . tiring day . tml after skool hab art asp until 6pm den 7pm habb art nsp . argggh . draw til 9pm den can go home . gonna die . argggh !

2006-07-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

i can play . but dont be too much =)

racial harmony

2006-07-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

today was racial harmony . kinda excited in e morning . i wore a malay costume which i borrowed from shah . went to mit berdd and headed to skool together . when i reached skool . everybody is in different kinda costume . so colourful . haha . had difficulty sitting on e floor . l0ls . e weather was so hot . i`m sweating all e way . but lucky first 2 lesson was in air-conditioner room . haha . went to look for mdm yati hope tat my prelim oral exam could postpone to another day . but mdm yati refused . sadd . no choice . after recess was bio . everyone was taking photo outside e lab . l0ls . during bio lesson everyone was talking and laughing . haha . din hab e mood to study . making ms wong so pek chek . haha . everyone was giving excuse tat today racial harmony . dun study . haha . after e lesson . went to hab my oral exam . mdm yati said tat my reading is not bad . but conversation is terrible . argggh ! i tot of alot of things to say at first but dunno y sitting infront of msm yati my mind was blank . after oral . went home straight away and bath . after tat i lie on e bed and fall aslp . until 5 plus . i immediately get up of e bed . bath again and went to skool . today night study programme din realli concentrate . mayb bcos is friday and everyone was really tired . done afew poa qn and math . tat`s all . berdd din go for nsp today and i`m e onli girl studying wibb all boys . arggh ! after nsp went straight home . i`m really tired !

2006-07-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

so long din update blog le . haha . hmmm . many things happened . i`m single again .
today morning habb maths st test . kinda difficult . during math lesson de shi hou . din do hw . so kana punish stand behind e classroom . after everyone go recess . all e ppl hu din do hw cant go . kana nag by yoga . but awhile she jiu let us off le . when i go out of e classroom din saw berdd . kana disappointed . but when i reach e canteen . she help me buy hao prawn mee le . i`m so touch . i love berdd ! haha . after recess . hab art lesson . ms ng go for course so she din come to sko0l today and tml . hees . art lesson was fun . jairus and lester made me laugh like madd for 2 hrs . haha . a long time since i laugh tat crazii . felt really shiok . haha .
today hab o lvl chinese listening . nid to report to e hall by 140 . listen to all e briefing den go to e respective classroom . reach e classroom by 220 lyddat . got 2 radio wors . 1 infront 1 behind . e oral start at 3 . nth to do so slp for abt 25 min . so tired . when e listening start de shi hou . i still abit blur blur lyddat . tried to made myself awake . after e listening . when home and change . meet berdd kelly and li fang at hougang mall . went to e food court and eat . after tat jiu started to do hw . finish at around 7 plus . den went to hougang plaza and play pool. i`m a noob . l0ls . so long din get to go out wibb fengg clann le wors . so happie . abt 9 plus jiu take mrt go home le . reach home jiu jitao come update blog liao . haha .
tml night study programme start le . hab to study til 9 in sko0l . i hate studying !! 105 more days to 0 lvl paper . arggh !

bad weekends !

2006-07-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

wad a bad weekend . horrible sat and sun . jus like a nightmare .
ytd morning my father start to had a bad mood and my nightmare has began . morninng after i wake up . my father started to scold me . i pretend not to hear anything and walk away . i told him tat i wan to go to ndp today and he scold me again . i dunno wth he is scolding . anyway i dun gib a damn . i`m use to it . abt 3 plus lyddat . went to sk and mit berdd . her father fetch us to national stadium . took quite alot of pic wibb berdd . haha . hope to see raymond . he is involve wib ndp . but it`s impossible to see him . so far away and everyone look the same . after ndp . berdd's father brought us to boon keng . me and berd ate mac . after tat jiu went home le . when my father came back . i immediately went to bed . i dun wish to see him at all .
e next morning which is today . i haben even open up my eyes yet i alr heard someone shouting at me . he scold me jus bcos i use e phone and din bring it down . i ignore him . again he came into my room and shouted at me to wake up . wth . cant even let me slp peacefully . i washed my face and took out my hw . once again he came into my room and cal me not to do hw . wtf . he forced me to go toa payoh . farkk siaa . i hate to go tpy . but wad can i do . i hadd a farkking father . he's madd . he's crazii . no choice . i went to tpy wibb my sis . until 4 plus lyddat . my father came den me go to mac wib my sister to find her fwens . abt 7 lyddat i took a cab home . so boredd . nth to do . think i shall go slp now better before my father came home . gudd nites .

my heart dont feel go0d.

2006-07-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

MY HEART DONT FEEL GOOD ..

MOS

2006-06-18T22:57:00.000-07:00

afternoon wake up den went to cp and mit berdd . on e way to cp . i notice tat i forgotten to bring my ic . shit . so i slack wib berdd until 6 plus lyddat den went home take ic . came back to cp at 7 plus . berdd . dun sadd ok . there will still be alot of chance to go de . den me and kelly mit mia le den mit peggy and shannon in e train at hougang station . jiu headed towards mos .
actually was quite excited . but reached there peggy and huiling cant go in . they both under 16 . so we tried to hiong both of dem but ended up kana caught . mia and kelly lend dem ic in the end cant go in also . mos check til veri strict siaa . den kelly and mia go wash their hand . get another ticket and go in again . peggy and huiling realli had no ways to go in . 11 plus lyddat raymond and another 2 frens come . raymond hair grow fast wors . so long din see him . now got hair le . haha . after tat me kelly and mia go in onli . den play wib raymond they all l0rr . kinda bored also . 3 lyddat we left mos and went to eat . reached home abt 430 lyddat .
i`m happie . realli realli veri happie ! =)

paisehh paisehh paisehh !!!

2006-06-16T21:49:00.000-07:00

ytd went to joey e chalet . starting abit boredd but later bbq start jiu hai hao . bbq wib kelly . LOLS . so fun . haha . e kelly made me paisehh for 2 times . bth . den suddenly dunno berdd go where . called her den she said she at e beach . LOLS . she alone go to e beach .
after e bbq . we played blackjack . win some money . haha . but dunno why my mood kinda get weird . l0ls . after playing blackjack . went to mac . and e joshua made me sibei pek chek . keep calling me to go home . ya i wan go home . but my father haben cal yet how you wan me go home . after tat went back to chalet . kinda boredd also . abt 2 lyddat jiu go home le .
i dunno y i felt so disheartened . arggh . first time like tis . i dun wan . but i cant .

2006-06-15T09:17:00.000-07:00

wake up at 1pm . ytd had 2 dreams . one is go0d . and one is scary . i really like e first dream . haha . but e 2nd one was terrible .
when i open my eyes . my mother came into my ro0m and take out my mambo tube . omg . i tot i had lost it . haha . realli happie . $59 siaa . i tot its missing . l0ls .
once i wake up . i on e tv . haha . den abt 2 lyddat . prepared myself and went to cp and meet kelly and berdd . after tat berdd went to town . me and kelly went to j8 walk walk . long time din go out wib kelly le worrs . j8 got nth to walk de siaa . so sians . den we went to coffeebead and slack l0rr . until 6 lyddat . we went to take bus and headed to hougang for tuition . so sians . reach hougang den notice tat we are going to be late so take a cab . tata farking driver damn farkk up .
2hrs of tuition veri fast ended today . on e way home . my mother cal and ask me whether wan go eat anot . den we went to my hse nearby de mac .
reached home abt 10pm and keep looking at my phone . realli hope my phone will ring .
after awhile i cal peggy . talk for awhile den went to cook hard boiled egg . cos my leg de blue black veri horrible . l0ls .
so boredd now . haha . friday sat and sun should be fun . tml going to joey de chalet . sat play mahjong wibb my family . sunday MOS . haha ! realli veri happie . my father really allow me to go . l0ls . hope it would be a fun one . hees !

hees

2006-06-13T22:47:00.000-07:00

din blog for afew days . haha . everyday e same thing happen . morning go sko0l come back watch tv den slp . haha . today morning couldn`t wake up . morning 7am my alarm rang . din feel like waking up . so msg berdd say i`m not going for history lesson . den she sae she dun feel like going also . haha . so continue to slp until 845am . faster jumped out from bed and prepare to go sko0l . meet berdd at econ at 930am . haha . went to sko0l for chem practical . e idiot han liang . keep spraying water at me . and i`m wet . i spraying him back . and when i`m going to run away from his water i slipped and fall . omg . so paisehh . my leg go one blue-black . so damn ugly . arggh . few weeks cannot wear skirt again . sadd ! lesson was quite interesting . 2hrs passes veri fast . after sko0l berdd went for dnt and i go home myself . so boredd now . haha . hmmm . going to watch tv le . later at night meet berdd at cp to slack . hees .

TIRED !

2006-06-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

wahh . i was damn tired tis few days . din get much slp . i was watching tv whenever i can . my dark eye rings is so terrible . arggh !
tis morning wake up at 7am . my eyes cant open but i force myself to . ytd was watching tv non-stop . actually wanted to slp at 10pm but jus cant force myself to stop watching tv . actually dun feel like going sko0l . but cannot everyday dun go . so went to sko0l hab 2 hrs of english lesson . after tat went to hab prawn mee for lunch . uncle everyday also sell prawn mee . eat til abit sians . but boh bian . all e other stalls were closed . berdd din wan to go for dnt and i dun feel like going art . so we went to hougang mall and kovan . wanted to go back for poa at 3pm . but after we reach sko0l . we notice tat e class had started . poa lesson start at 2pm . omg ! i want to go poa lesson ! there's no more poa lesson tis holiday anymore le .
after tat . berdd came to my hse . she forgotten to bring her keys . so she came my hse and we watch tv . oh man ! he jun xiang ! LOLS . abt 4 plus lyddat . berdd went home . den i continue watching tv for awhile den went for a nap . abt 6 plus i immediately jumped up from my bed . bath and rush for tuition . lucky my father fetch me . after tuition . went home and update my blog . i'm going to watch tv le ! hahas !

2006-06-02T08:53:00.000-07:00

today wake upat 7am . so damn early . sko0l holiday le still gonna go to sko0l . 2 hrs of maths den 3 hrs of art . tired ! tis few days watching tv every night until veri late . so tired . my dark eye rings is so terrible . after sko0l is already 1pm . went home and continue watching tv until 2 plus den cal berdd and joey. after tat went to cp and meet joey first . waited for 35min den berdd came . after tat went to cine . bought e tickets for 530 show . went to tcc and ate a mango mousse . after tat jiu go watch movie l0rr . so so so long din watch movie le . quite nice . after watching berd and joey went to play pool . i sit there and watch plus di siao joey . LOLS . abt 8 plus we went to heeren and had our dinner . no place to go after tat . and we sat at e mrt station and chit chat . haha . until 11 lyddat . jiu take train home . reach home le jiu come update blog . hees . i`m going to watch tv again . haha ! anyway ,
HAPPIE BURFDAY KELLY !

chinese o lvl paper

2006-05-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

haha . finally finish my chinese o lvl paper . but can sae die siaa . everybody sae easy . but i feel difficult . not easy lehh . arggh . kinda scare scare siaa . haha . now at han liang de hse update blog . LOLS . i`m bored !!! haha . skool holiday le . but everyday also nid to go sko0l . so sadd siaa . nvm . BYEE !!!

hair cut

2006-05-26T22:05:00.000-07:00

ytd din hab e time to blog . today i've got nth to do . so come blog l0rr . haha . ytd went for hair cut . cut til veri short . like xiao mei mei lyddat . l0ls . nvm bahh . 1 month will grow de . ytd night . i dream of something veri scary de . but i forget my dream le . haha ! arggh . i dunno wad to type so i`m crapping . haha . later gonna study hard . monday o lvl chinese paper le . i`m still relaxing . i`m worry !!! ok bahh . i shall stop here le .

DENTAL !

2006-05-24T05:22:00.000-07:00

hees . din go to skool again today . went for detal appointment . i change my braces color to blue . haha . but i find it not veri nice wors . nvm july going again . haha . e next time mayb i try yellow and green . l0ls . after checking my teeth . my father bring me to eat . a ate alot . if not a few hrs later my teeth will pain like shit . haha . after tat my father bring me home . awhile later went to seng kang and meet berdd . hees . pei her go home change den went to cp . so boredd . saw blue elephant . but awhile he go le . den me and berdd went to hougang mall cos i wan to return my vcd . haha .so bu se der return wors . hope its mine . l0ls . after return le went back to cp again . kana dua by alen neo . haha . sae will cal me den nv . in e end sae sorry he not free . haha . nvm la . den slack wib berdd at cp . after tat willis came den talk talk l0rr . 630 lydat jiu go home le . so boredd . reach home le watch tv den come update blog . hees . tml my parents going oversea le . haha . no nidd take report book on friday . l0ls . so happie . next monday chinese o lvl paper 1 & 2 wors . kinda worry . hees . ok bahh . wish me all e best . haha !

TIRED !

2006-05-22T19:25:00.000-07:00

din go to skool today . wake up at 630 but feeling veri sleepy so decided not to go sko0l . wake up around 1o am . got nth else to do . so came and update my blog . there's nothing much for me to write also . ytd i got back all my results . so sad . i pass 2 subjects nia . arggh . dunno how to get my report book tis friday . hopefully my mother wont nag at me . but tat's impossible . she will kill me ! i did study for tis exam but end up also lyddat . last year i din even study but i also pass 2 subjects . den wad for i study ? nvm . i shall work hard for my next exam =)

BORING !!!

2006-05-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

today sunday . i hate sunday . stay at home and rot to hell . farking bored . so change my blog de skin . tis few days almost everyday headache . arggh . so bored ! my life is so colourless . tml nid to go sko0l le . gonna see all my other results . sians . failed quite alot le . think i`m gonna drop my banding . nvm . any band also can la . k la . stop here bahh . hees =)

2006-05-15T00:59:00.000-07:00

bored ! gonna fail all my exams today . maths and poa . omg . is so damn difficult . even god does not noe how to do . l0ls . hmmm . 2 more days exam jiu finish le . haha . gonna play til unside down . l0ls . tml is bio . wish me all e best . my mood kinda weird . dunno wad do i wan myself . single life is bored . i`m gonna get use to it . hees =)

upset !

2006-05-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

LOLS ! so long din update my blog . haha . exam period . during tis few days alot of things happen . i wan kana dump . haha . ok la . lucky din fall too deep . so was alright . hees . hmm . haha . tml no nid go sko0l . hees . happie . but nid to stay at hime and study . monday got 2 paper wors . so sians . hais . i got alot of things actually wanted to sae . but i dunno why . when i start typing . i was so blank . i felt realli uncomfortable in my heart . but i dunno why wad made it so . nvm . i shall stop here bahh . =)
and for some dumbass . you are realli a joker to tag the nonsensical thing at my tagboard . LOLS ! FLIRTYOU ? haha . ok . i`m a flirt . so ?

bored !

2006-04-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

haha . jus reached home . nth to do so bored . today morning nid to go sko0l even thiugh is sat . got science extra lesson . for 1 hr nia . time flew damn fast . after e extra lesson. wanted to wait for jashawn to finsh his extra lesson . i msg him and told him i wait for him . but after his lesson finish . i saw everyone walking out of sko0l but din see him . den i saw kelly eve mia and pei qi . they sae he like go play bball . i cal him den he nv answer den i went to cp wib kelly they all . at kfc i really bth le . i cant hold my tears anymore le . i felt so idiot and stupidd . y am i doing this ? i waited for 1 hr and he din even noe . den later he msg me sae he din see e msg until now . i am always doing all e stupid things jus to see him but end up feeling so dumb . i dunno how much longer can i hold . i`m tired . hais , but nth else can i do . sae also sae le . de onli thing i can do is to endure . sadd !

tiring !

2006-04-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

so long din update blog le . din hab time . so now nth to do so come update . =)
hees . today slp til 630 den wake up siaa . haha . den my mother fetch me to sko0l. first 3 period is art . during art lesson we hab chocolate break . haha . so shiok . i ate alot of chocolate . haha . after recess chinese lesson. dun hab to do anything . so talk e whole lesson . after tat is english den sho0l end le . so fast wors . but after sko0l hab humanities asp den art asp . hees . today e instructor no hab scold me wors . she sae she like my butterfly tat i drew . hees . happie for awhile nia. den i notice jia hwei lend me de colour pencil i lost one of it . omg . e colour pencil cost 50 plus siaa . tml dunno how to tell her . think i will pay her bahh . no choice . tml is friday den 3 days no nid go sko0l . hees . so happie . but tis 3 days must realli study . tue go back to sko0l jiu start paper 1 le . i`m afraid to fail my mid year . i dun wanna fail . i dun wan let my father disappointed again .
hmmm . think i stop here bahh . next time den update . =) miss my boii !

test day !

2006-04-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

haha . since everyone kelly and peggy ask me to update den i shall update today . hees .
hmmm . today first period is st test . eng summary . hopefully i can pass . hees . hmmm . chem period got practical . haha . so happie . hees . but is jus onli a simple and fast practical . haha . but few months din hab practical le . l0ls . after sko0l hab maths paper 1 mock test . i think i will fail bahh . quite difficult . after e test . went to cp wib berd and kelly . hab macdonald . hees. after tat jiu go home le . reach home watch tv for awhile den come update blog le . kinda bored now . hmmm . think i shall stop here bahh . haha .

i think i had fallen for you =)
i`m worry . really worry .

PIMPLE !

2006-04-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

a few days din blog le . haha . cos lazy siaa . den everyday also e same . nth special . l0ls . got a pimple on my nose . damn . is so ugly . l0ls .
today wake up almost lazy for sko0l . lucky my mother fetch me . haha . first 2 period in sko0l all test . test til my head burst . all my brain juice had dry up . haha . after recess e farkk up math teacher is so damn fark up . he has nth much more to do den bring me to e HOD room . made me miss 15 min of my humanities lesson . everyone in e class is not paying attention to him . and y he onli bring me to see yoga . a useless teacher hu cant settle his prob himself . wad i can sae is . yr lesson is damn boring . wad else you wan me to do den talking ? i wanna study anot is my damn prob right . my o lvl also not yrs . spoil my day .
after sko0l got asp . so bored siaa . finish my paper in 1 hr but cannot go . sit there staring in e space for 30 min den can go . aiya . my day is abt lyddat bahh . haha . lazy to continue le siaa . hees . next time den blog bahh . haha.

fark upp !

2006-03-30T01:38:00.000-08:00

my day was spoilt by a bitch . i spent so much time in my art and end up being comment by a bitch . she wan me to redraw my obsevation and stop me from doing my development . i spent so much effort on my develop and she said i`m weak . ok . fine . i`m weak . den wad can i do ? stop beating round e bush and shoot me . jus shut up . tat`s my art pieces . stop insulting it .

slacking day !

2006-03-27T05:29:00.000-08:00

shiok arhh . ytd at night suddenly rain . den slp til dun feel like waking up . haha . but boh bian . l0ls . after tat went to meet berd den go sko0l together . hees . monday de sko0l so bored . english lesson de shi hou din do de homework den stand behind de class for 1 hr . leg damn tired . after sko0l go home change le den go to cp and meet berd and kelly . slack at cp til 7 plus den jashawn cal me to meet him . he go take things from gerome . after tat go to cp again. gerome wan to buy food for his hamsters . in e pet shop damn funny siaa . l0ls . after he buy hao thing den jiu go home le l0rr . jus reached home jiu come update blog le . hees =)

hello `

2006-03-25T23:03:00.000-08:00

yeah . i`m done wib my new blog . haha .

a boring day today . stay at home and rot e whole day . so kelly give me an idea to create a blog . hees . a few million months ago since i update a blog . haha . so i've got nth much to say . tag my blog ok ? hees =)